Friday.
27. 01. 2006
I just went to my relatives house. It was okay but i am not very close to them at all so quite bored. Later they watching "I not stupid 2" but i request to go home to do homework.
My dad kept asking me not to go home, he say have to respect the elders. I cant take it anymore. It was so bored so i denied my dad's orders and went home. Later dunno when he come back will scold me. But dun care
My cousins all watching the 9pm show in channel 8. so boring that show. hate it. Anyway, my dad just dun understand how i feel. so sad... Not close at all with my relatives, even ask me watch movie with them also not fun one lor, nothing to talk to them. Watching movie with a good friend is then fun, because we got many in common and when the movie got any scene that is our interests we can share it. But dad just dun understand. sigh...
I feel so isolated sometimes, although i noe that i am a true sadist. sometimes i look like quite happy when in fact i am cold in nature. sigh... In sec skool, i dun mix with anyone except for xxxxx xxx. Yar i think thats all. I cant mix around with other gals for some reasons. sigh.. so isolated. That feeling, indescribable. :'(
jolene-
Friday.
27. 01. 2006
Well, today i had CNY celebrations in 2 skools. 2!!! cool ryte. Neway in sec skool is so boring. sigh. I miss primary.
In sec skool, I only had fun today talkin with a boy nickname "monkey" and a girl xxxxx xxx. And my class got the "Best CNY decorations award for Secondary One" today. I was like damn happy. Because only me, xxxxx xxx and xxxxxxx did the decorations until 6pm. The skool was so quiet then. After all the hard work, we got the award. so happy. "FIRST" U NOE IN THE WHOLE SECONDARY ONE LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!
Then, in MPS, me and my best friend, xxxxxx, had so much fun together. Just that it was so tiring walking around to find the teachers. In the end, no "Hongbaos" from them. sigh. Then i talk to "Mr Tan", OM, he posed as the god of fortune. So cute, his face all red. Haha. Because of the makeup.
YAY!!! I tmr going Hong Kong. So excited. I had always wanted to go hong kong. Hahaa.... Cheer for me. "HONG KONG ROCKS"!!!!!
Sad... I accidentally erase all my previous posts. Now have to redo everything. Sad... I forget all the memories within it and i depend on my previous posts, now no more... sigh. why?????
Now wad should i write??? Okay, i met a friend call xxxxx xxx. She is a very nice girl, felt comfortable talkin to her. Maybe because her attitude is like my former skool that friend of mine xxxx xxxx. haha.
Neway today i made fun of xxx xxxxx friend. xxx xxxxx always say she is like a bitch. Neway i use "x" to protect people's privacy. okay? okay.
Heard that jan xx is xxx xxx birthday. Happy early birthday to u then, xxx xxx
jolene-
